a statement:
i have found that i can internalize, compartmentalize and even sometimes utilize stress but eventually it finds a way out of my brain and, if i'm lucky, the stress leaks out in insignificant ways that don't actually affect my mental well-being. what i'm saying is... i've discovered, like, ten 4-month sized grey hairs in the past week. don't worry, i feel fine. my hair's jumping on the stress grenade for me. i'm going to go make an appointment at the hair salon now. well, not "now" now. because it's 12:30 in the morning. but you get the point. ... leave me alone.