and this: https://www.yahoo.com/beauty/14-women-were-brutally-attacked-140600254.html
and i spent way too much time reading this: https://www.instagram.com/byefelipe/
... and now i feel overwhelmed and overloaded. and angry. and the kind of sad that stems from not being able to be helpful in any way.
there's probably a word in german that encompasses all of that.