carpe diem

10 minutes ago i almost died.
seriously. on the freeway. two semi's sandwiched me in. i screamed really loud because i thought i was going to die in a really painful way. and truth be told, i don't want to die.
i mean, i read my scriptures last night and i said my prayers this morning, and yesterday when i was really frustrated and wanted to swear, i didn't. so my soul's pretty much prepared. i'm good to go.
but i want to get married, and live outside of utah, and (let's be honest here) have sex, and have baby's. and also, i just got a brand new guitar. i have a lot to live for.
this is why i'm glad i didn't die today.
this is also why i bought a 7 layer burrito at taco bell today.
and this is why i'm not going to go to school today.