busy

i go back and forth on the whole "being busy" spectrum.
more importantly i go back and forth on whether i like being busy.
i like being active. i like being busy with a project that has an end point. confidentially, i like being busy when it makes me feel important. seriously. that's how i roll.
i don't like being busy for busyness' sake. i don't like being busy with a project that i know will never come to fruition. i don't like being busy because i spent too much time commuting.
and i don't like being busy on really hot, sunshiny days like today when i'm pretty sure my calling in life involves sitting in a big inflatable chair in the middle of a swimming pool.
days like to day make me think i should stop and i should smell the flowers.


... he's smelling flowers.
i swear.