the grind

is it normal to detest a class? don't bother answering that because i know full well it is, that the concept of class was quite possibly derived on the sole basis that young adults would abhor it.
more to the point, is it normal to detest a photography class? it seems to me that photography is more a hobby than a subject (like kickboxing or coin collecting) and thus i should be excited to take it. but i'm not, i hate it...HATE IT! hmph...

today, while walking on campus, i passed a guy who looked familiar. i couldn't place him at first, and then i realized that it was one of the models from my figure drawing class, and i started giggling. i thought to myself, "hey. i've seen you necked" (in my mind i'm not at all a poser). i felt oddly empowered. you know how people tell you to picture everyone in their underwear so you won't be nervous or intimidated? ya... but it's only the third week of classes. what will my journeys across campus be like by finals week? i shudder to think.

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