at a loss

sigh... it's an end of an era...
i watched the series finale of "buffy" tonight. i'm not ok with it. "buffy" has been my constant in a world filled with chaos. friends come and go. classes, apartments, pets, boys, everything comes and goes, but "buffy"... well, "buffy" was my constant.
one question keeps running through my mind: "what am i supposed to do now?"
i'm depressed.
at least i still have "angel"
and "buffy: season three" on dvd.
nope. still depressed.
at least there will be repeats all summer.
and maybe a spin off?
sigh... i need some chocolate.