the truth hurts

let's say that you are taking a nap.
and let's say that you wake up.
and you go to fhe.
and everyone is really nice to you.
and they ask how you are doing.
and then you say that you are "good".
and then they say, "no... really. you can tell me."
and so you think everyone really really cares about you.
and then let's say that you look in the mirror.
and you see your red eyes and smeared make up.
and then you know the truth.