twinkle, twinkle little bat
ya, having been on the receiving end of it, i definitely feel guilty for liking some people better when they're not around. my stupid head idealizes people. and then i hang out with them and think, "hu...you're better in my head."
that can't be healthy, right? preferring the imaginary version of people seems kind of mad hatterish and warped. but there it is.
i had this one junior high friend who, when we went to college, became a letter friend. after 3 years of emails and letters and presenting each other with the very best, very funniest versions of ourselves, hanging out was a huge let down.
for them.
that's the sad part.
they were just as funny and interesting in real life. and i was not. as hard as i tried i could never get them to stop thinking, "hu... you're better in my head."
i'm still kind of mad about it.
and mad that i do the same thing to other people.
a very, merry unbirthday to you.
that can't be healthy, right? preferring the imaginary version of people seems kind of mad hatterish and warped. but there it is.
i had this one junior high friend who, when we went to college, became a letter friend. after 3 years of emails and letters and presenting each other with the very best, very funniest versions of ourselves, hanging out was a huge let down.
for them.
that's the sad part.
they were just as funny and interesting in real life. and i was not. as hard as i tried i could never get them to stop thinking, "hu... you're better in my head."
i'm still kind of mad about it.
and mad that i do the same thing to other people.
a very, merry unbirthday to you.
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That's waht it reminded me of.
I know, it doesn't take much - but this I think is valid.
Now how bout THAT unBirthday for you!
Sianara!