flights of fancy
i fancy myself a moderately healthy person.
and by that i mean that i think to myself, "heh, i should so not be eating this" as i shove yet another parmisan cheese pretzel into my mouth.
i fancy myself a moderately active person.
and by that i mean that i think to myself, "heh, i should so be outside doing something" as i lay on my couch and watch "simpsons".
i fancy myself a moderately reasonable person.
and by that i mean that i think to myself, "heh, i should so not be freaking out about this" as i pretend to talk on my cell phone so i can leave a room crammed full of my awkwardness and sit in a random bedroom and spend a half hour organizing some playing cards i found on the dresser.
a part of me realizes that what i want to be and what i am are two very different things.
which is why i'm sincerely glad that the bigger part of me... is delusional.
and by that i mean that i think to myself, "heh, i should so not be eating this" as i shove yet another parmisan cheese pretzel into my mouth.
i fancy myself a moderately active person.
and by that i mean that i think to myself, "heh, i should so be outside doing something" as i lay on my couch and watch "simpsons".
i fancy myself a moderately reasonable person.
and by that i mean that i think to myself, "heh, i should so not be freaking out about this" as i pretend to talk on my cell phone so i can leave a room crammed full of my awkwardness and sit in a random bedroom and spend a half hour organizing some playing cards i found on the dresser.
a part of me realizes that what i want to be and what i am are two very different things.
which is why i'm sincerely glad that the bigger part of me... is delusional.
Comments
That other galaxy is just to far to go to.
I find similar traits in myself.
Oh, and I miss you.